If ever you had said to me before
That I would live this life that I am
Living now I guess its all so strange
To feel the way I do inisde but
Have so much that I could feel some
pride for in my life so why is it that
I feel like this
How do I feel? Ive been here before.
Ive felt this.
Retreat to a place, a place within.
I need this. Keep it all down, bottled inside
It breaks me to torment again and
torture me like it used to.
I try and try to break away from all the hate
Im feeling for every one of you thats ever
done me wrong. I need to justify the reasons
for the way Im living. I guess I cant cause
I dont feel like I deserve it
How do I feel? Ive been here before.
Ive felt this.
Retreat to a place, a place within.
I need this. Keep it all down, bottled inside
It breaks me to torment again and
torture me like it used to.
So now the waves they have subsided
And my soul is bleeding I cant take away
the shame I feel. Forgive me.
How do I feel? Ive been here before.
Ive felt this.
Retreat to a place, a place within me.
I need this. Keep it all down, bottled inside
It breaks me to torment again and
torture me like it used to.
AGAIN!
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